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Chapter 7: Part B #hoopcity

Mom always told us how precious life was. There are consequences for every action. In the time it takes to cough, sneeze, flinch, burp, step, chew, swallow, smile–one second–poof, it can all be over. A night of partying with the wrong crowd can turn into disaster. You can end up with three bullets lodged in your back, fighting to stay alive like Mike. Life is a delicate egg, and if you treat it any other way, you’ll end up scrambled.
Suddenly, the door to Mike’s room swung open. Mom and I leaped to our feet and walked toward a black doctor in her early thirties. She had a strange expression on her face. I tried to read it, but couldn’t. She approached us and removed her mask. “Mike is alive and is now in stable condition.”
I hugged my mother. “My baby’s okay. He’s okay.” Mom repeated this again and again. Mike Hope had stayed alive.
After hugging Mom for a minute I looked over my shoulder and noticed the doctor still standing there. She had something else to say. My sense of relief was put on hold. “Doctor?” I looked at her anxiously. “Is my brother all right or not?”
She cleared her throat, “It was a miracle that Mike survived. He took three shots in the back from close range.” The doctor was rattled. “Two of the bullets that entered Mike’s back missed his vital organs by centimeters, that’s the only reason he’s still alive. But the third bullet-” She took a deep breath, “The third bullet hit Mike in his spinal chord. I’m sorry, we did all we could. He’s paralyzed from the waist down.”
Right in the middle of the word “paralyzed,” Mom dropped to the floor. She wasn’t crying anymore, she was numb. The doctor continued, “He needs to rest for a few hours, then you can see him. I’m so sorry.”
I guided Mom up and helped her into a chair. Meanwhile, I was pacing around the room. “Paralyzed from the waist down.” I kept replaying those words over and over again in my head. “Paralyzed from the waist down.” Despite everything we’d been through, all the training, all the dreaming, UNY, NBA plans, it all came down to those words, “Paralyzed from the waist down.”
Suddenly, I couldn’t stop crying. My best friend, my shadow, would never walk again. In fate’s cruelest twist, basketball had been taken away from Mike Hope. Nobody loved that game like my brother.
After hours of waiting, a nurse informed us that Mike was awake and ready for visitors. “Mom, you go ahead first. I’ll go after.” She kissed me on the head and walked into the room. I sat back down on the floor, trying to figure out what I would say to my brother.
I brought my knees close to my chest and wrapped my arms around them. I hadn’t sat like that since I was a little kid. I closed my eyes. Suddenly, I was on a hardwood floor in a New York Pride jersey. Two defenders darted toward me. I picked up my dribble and threw a cross-court pass that Mike caught in stride. I watched him soar to the hoop and hammer home a
spectacular dunk.
When I opened my eyes, I didn’t hear the screams of excited fans. I was still in the hospital waiting room. My brother was paralyzed, and the sounds of my mother crying shook the sterile hallways.
About twenty minutes later Mom went to a nearby room to lie down. She looked exhausted. A freckled nurse waved me in. “Your brother’s been asking for you.” I stood up from my seat cautiously. Before I entered the room I stopped in the doorway to gather my thoughts. Mike was staring out the window, lying on his back perfectly still. I wondered what he was thinking. When I was a few feet away he turned his head toward me.
“Where’ve you been? Scared to see me?” Mike knew me better than I knew myself.
I spoke awkwardly, “No, I just . . . I wanted to give Mom a chance to . . . you know. How are you?”
“I got shot in the back three times, Tony. I’m not doing that well.”
I’d thought about what I would say to my brother for the past three hours, but all I came up with was a stupid question. “Does it hurt?”
Suddenly, Mike’s eyes welled up with tears. He looked scared as he spoke, “I don’t know, Tony, I can’t feel anything.”
When Mike said that I burst into tears, “Mike, what did you do?” I yelled at him. “What did you do to yourself?” I began crying on his shirt, leaning my face into his stomach as his hands palmed over the top of my head.
“Easy, I’m all right. I’m still talking to you aren’t I? I’m not dead. It’s still me in here.” I had to get control of myself. I pulled up a seat next to him. He spoke in a serious tone, “Listen T, I’m done with basketball. I’m done with walking to the store, taking showers, even standing up. I know this. But I still feel lucky. I should be dead.” He paused, “Do you know why I’m still alive?”
I shook my head. He continued, “I’ve been given this second chance because you need me. That’s what you told me when I was lying there in the ambulance. That’s what I kept telling myself. That’s why I kept fighting.”
Mike moved his head around on the bed, searching for a comfortable spot. I sensed his frustration and propped up his pillow. “Thanks.” He wasn’t finished yet. “Tony, you’re Harlem’s Hope now. You’re my hope. Take us to the top. Just like we planned.”
Although my timing wasn’t right, there was something I had to get off my chest. I would only scold my brother once and then I’d never say anything again. “I’m so happy that you’re alive. But I’m so upset, Mike. You said you’d never leave me again.” I paused. “I can’t understand why you went to that party. You knew Devon and Nick were looking for trouble, everybody did.”
“I know, Tony. I blew it. I should never have gone.” Mike stared at me for a minute. “I guess I thought I was invincible.” I know he wanted me to tell him I was ready to take on life without him. I wasn’t. “It shouldn’t have happened like this. It was supposed to be you and me. How am I supposed to play without you? I was never the great player, you were always making great plays.” I laid my head back down on Mike’s stomach.
His voice deepened, “Tony. Look at me, this is important.” I picked my head up. “You’re gonna be a star.” He paused, out of breath. “And some day you’re gonna have a moment where everything will get clear, and you’ll realize this—you’ve always been a great player, always.”
I put my head back on his chest. I was sure that day would never come. Mike wanted me to continue our dream. But sitting there in that room, nothing seemed important to me anymore.

Chapter 7: Part A #hoopcity

Three months after winning the state championship against
Brooklyn’s Backcourt, and thirteen hours before we were supposed to leave Harlem for UNY, I was searching for my brother. That’s where this whole story starts, on the night of the chase.
I followed Mike all over Harlem that night. I watched as he hid behind dumpsters to avoid the police. I watched him pass by “Sweet Feet’s” house without a second glance. Finally, my pursuit led me to the warehouse, where I heard gunshots.
Nick and Devon sprinted past me on my way to the entrance. They were both holding guns in their hands. I knew these guys weren’t role models, but I had no idea they were carrying weapons. Sirens sounded. “Where’s Mike?” I screamed through the ruckus. Fleeing like cowards, they didn’t answer. Instead, they ran full speed toward the alleyway. Two police officers gave chase, trailing close behind.
The front window to the warehouse had been sprayed with bullets. I stepped through piles of broken glass as I moved closer to the door. The sounds of blaring sirens grew louder and louder. I waited for Mike to follow his friends out. I knew if Nick and Devon had just left, he couldn’t be far behind. “Mike!” I shouted. “Mike!” I yelled in a panic, hoping he would tap me
on the shoulder at any moment.
Another police car arrived on the scene. I watched as Devon was pushed into the back seat in handcuffs. He and Nick had been caught before they’d gotten a block away. Tears rolled down Nick’s cheek as he spoke to me, “I’m sorry, T. Mike didn’t want any of this.” He looked at the warehouse.
I now knew where Mike was. I ran past two policemen who were questioning a female witness. I stepped over another pile of broken glass. My right hand pushed the door open, and I passed through. When I looked down, I saw a face that looked like my own. “Oh my God! Mike!” I screamed, hovering over my brother’s body. He’d been shot.
Mike lay still on the floor, barely conscious. “C’mon Mike,” I squeezed his hand, feeling nothing in return. “Let’s go, Hope, fight! Don’t leave me. Fight, Mike!”
An instant later, paramedics were pushing me out of the way and placing Mike onto a stretcher. They stuck him with needles and gave him oxygen. Before I knew it, the ambulance was speeding away toward the hospital with both of us inside.
Mike was tied to machines that I’d only seen in the movies. Something was in his mouth and blood soaked towels covered his wounds. After everything had been hooked into him, I shuffled behind a few of the paramedics and stood above my brother. I reached down and grabbed his hand. “I’m still here bro—still right here. Don’t leave, I need you. Fight, Mike!” His eyes moved around in circles like he was looking for something. Finally, they found mine. “I need you.”
I looked over at the screen monitoring his barely beating heart. I squeezed his hand a little tighter. What if Mike died? How could I go on living without my wing-man? The next
morning we were supposed to be leaving for UNY. We’d stayed out of trouble right up until the last moments.
Just as we pulled up to the front of the emergency room Mike surprised everyone with an enormous gasp for air. He wasn’t giving up. A few paramedics were so surprised, they flinched. When the double doors of the ambulance opened, Mike was rolled out like a tornado. In a flash, he was gone down the hallway and into a room that I wasn’t permitted to enter.
On the other side of that door my brother would fight for his life. Our dreams were suddenly unimportant. All that mattered was Mike leaving that room alive. By being at that
party he’d made the worst mistake of his life. In those moments of desperation, I realized that I had as well. I should have stopped him.
I was sitting in a dark green chair, hands covering my face when I heard Mom’s voice. “Tony, what happened?” She was hysterical. I had never seen my mother cry like that before and I hope I never will again. She hugged me and spoke through tears, “Why did my baby get shot?”
Mom sat down in the green chair. I started to speak, but couldn’t. I didn’t want to tell her what happened. Mom had worked so hard to keep us out of trouble. Dad left when Mom
was pregnant and the only thing that kept our family from crumbling was the strength of our mother. But that night I saw something different in her face. I knew that at least for a while, she couldn’t be strong anymore. If she lost her son tonight, I wondered if she would ever be strong again. “How’s he doing, Tony? Just tell me he’s gonna be okay.”
I wasn’t sure if I even believed it, but I knew in those moments something had to be said. “He’s gonna be fine, Mom. I know it.” I had to offer her this hope. “He took a deep breath just as we came into the hospital. I saw it. He’ll be all right.”
Mom was trying to calm herself. “Where did he get shot?”
I couldn’t look at her. “In the back. I guess Nick and Devon had some enemies at the party. Those guys started shooting. Nick and Devon shot back. Mike was running away, and he got hit-” Tears started rolling down my face. “He got shot three times, Mom.”
Neither one of us said much after that. I sat on the floor while Mom stared at the wall blankly, squeezing my hand every so often. Five hours had passed since we arrived at the hospital. The waiting was unbearable. At any moment, doctors would appear and tell me whether my brother was dead or alive..

Chapter 6: Part B #hoopcity

By the time our senior season rolled around, we were sure that our final chance would bring us the title. That year, we entered the playoffs as the number two seed and cruised right to the state championship game. On the other side of the bracket, top seeded Brooklyn Central held up their end of the bargain. This set up Brooklyn’s Backcourt versus Harlem’s Hope. Only this time Mike would be in uniform, not a pair of jeans.
Two days before tip-off, Randy Collier, the head coach for UNY, added fuel to an already roaring fire. “I’m very interested in the state championship game this year because of the four guards that are involved. We’ll see which pair’s better this Thursday. We’re gonna try and snag a pair of those kids and put’em in a UNY uniform.”
Thursday arrived. We emerged from our bus on game night accosted by television reporters and photographers. A pair of old headphones covered my ears as I made my way through the traffic and into the locker room. Voices were muted by my music. The world around me was as well. I knew what was at stake: a state championship and a college scholarship.
I put on my battle gear: shorts, a jersey, two wristbands, and a worn pair of size eleven high-tops. I moved to the center of the locker room, beneath the white fluorescent lights that flickered and buzzed. Everyone gathered around me. Pressed in tightly, we looked more like a pile than a circle. Guys were yelling, somebody barked, and then we all began jumping.
I grabbed a pile of hands and shouted, “Who are we?”
In unison, the guys shouted the number of our school. “Forty-Four! Forty-Four!”
“From where?” I screamed, hopping up and down, spit shooting from my lower lip.
“Harlem! Harlem!” The guys yelled.
“Who are we?” I screamed even louder.
With fists in a ball and heads touching one another, the volume grew. “Forty-four! Forty-four!”
Coach Harris put his hands in the pile and began jumping up and down with us. “How we gonna get this done tonight?” he shouted.
The answer came loud and proud, “Together, together, together!” When we ran out of that locker room, we were together in every sense of the word.
I looked around dizzily during warm-ups. A capacity crowd of well over 3,500 fans were packed into Tinsley College arena. The stands looked like an overflowing bag of popcorn. In the mayhem, I noticed a familiar face courtside. University of New York’s Coach Collier was perched in a front row seat, sporting his old clipboard and an orange soda.
On my first trip up the floor James Thomas reminded me of why I disliked him so much. He picked his trash talk up right where he left off a year ago. “Now I know why they call you two guys the Hope Brothers. Every night before you suckers go to sleep, you stay awake and hope you don’t have to play us.” He chuckled to himself. “Your worst nightmare’s coming true tonight.”
I winked at Thomas and smiled. “Let’s do this.” I proceeded to cross him up, switching my dribble from left to right and darting past him. My explosiveness caught him off guard. When I made my way into the lane Walter Randolph cut in front. His vicious foul sent me reeling backward. In desperation, I lofted a shot that kissed off the glass and dropped in. My free throw completed the three-point play.
Adrenaline rushed through my body. I slapped the floor and crouched down into a defensive stance, pulling at my shorts and moving my feet. I had a feeling that Thomas would try to do something to answer my three-point play. He glared at me near half court, dribbling nonchalantly. Suddenly, Thomas woke from his slumber and charged at me. I shuffled back, but he stopped on a dime, leaving me off balance.
Thomas thought he had enough separation for a shot, and last year, he probably would have. This year, my stronger legs regained their balance. He squared his shoulders, ready to launch his jumper. I sprouted into the air like a kangaroo. From three inches above him, I swatted his shot. My authoritative block sent the basketball bouncing toward the other end of the court.
I sprinted after the loose ball. Besides worrying about Thomas catching me, I had to hurry before the rock rolled out of bounds. As I went airborne to save it, I noticed a figure from the corner of my eye. “On your wing,” my brother shouted as I sprawled out. I beat Thomas to the ball and slapped it over my left shoulder. From the floor I saw Mike corral the pass and rise up. His thunderous dunk put us up 5-0.
After the hot start, our team reacted. We swarmed like killer bees, harassing Brooklyn’s Backcourt with defensive pressure. With three minutes left until halftime, we led 44 – 29.
That’s when Randolph caught fire. On Brooklyn Central’s next four possessions he drained three-pointers from everywhere. He swished two from straight away with Mike’s hand in his face. His third shot banked home from the same spot, pure luck. The exclamation point rattled in from about ten feet beyond the arc as the halftime buzzer sounded. In the time it took for Mom to grab some peanuts, Randolph had shrunk our lead to three.
The third quarter was a defensive struggle from the start. Mike and I shadowed Thomas and Randolph, forcing them to heave up prayers. Their shots clanked off the rim and the backboard. They’d put up enough bricks to build a fireplace, yet at the close of the third, we led by only five.
Between quarters Coach Harris demanded that Mike and I take control of the game’s offensive tempo. On our first possession Mike took his words to heart, racing down the court with no regard for his body. He slid between defenders recklessly until he crashed head on with gigantic Will Bromwell. At that same moment, Walter Randolph clipped him from behind. It was a Hope sandwich and Bromwell and Randolph were the bread. Mike dropped to the floor as the whistle blew. He clutched his knee in agony.
Mom stood up with both hands covering her mouth. Our trainer helped my brother to the bench, wrapping his knee in ice. I’d seen that pained expression on Mike’s face before. I was sure I’d be finishing this game without him.
After Mike’s injury, Brooklyn Central rattled off thirteen straight points.
With five minutes left in our season, we stared down an eight-point deficit. Coach Harris called a time-out, our grasp on a state championship slipping. We formed a semi-circle around him. “Tony, you’ve got to start looking inside. And Dizzy, shoot the ball when you’re open, son! With Mike out we need-”
“I’m right here Coach.” Mike stood up, pulling the ice pack from his purple knee. “I’m ready to play.”
Coach put his hands on my brother’s shoulders. “Are you sure?” He spoke with a proud expression on his face.
“I’m not gonna sit here while we blow our last chance. Let’s turn this thing around.”
We all breathed a sigh of relief and Dizzy found his old seat on the bench. Mike was back.
I walked out onto the floor with my brother half-limping next to me. The crowd stood, applauding his bravery. Thomas looked over at Mike and smiled. “That leg better be working, Hope.” Mike didn’t say anything, staring straight ahead.
He walked over to me and whispered, “Feed me the ball, T. We’re not losing this game.”
In agony, Mike dragged his leg forward and pushed up the floor. When I reached half court, I waited for him and bounced a pass to his side. He caught the ball awkwardly. Nearly losing his balance, he shot from one leg. His jump shot, if you want to call it that, was somehow perfect. The three-pointer tickled nothing but nylon, cutting the lead to five.
Sensing the crowd’s enthusiasm Mike urged them on with a pump of his fist. Suddenly his limp was more of a strut. And as James Thomas dribbled up the court, the raucous fans were chanting, “Forty-Four” loudly. We were the underdog, and people love to root for the underdog.
Thomas tossed a pass over to Randolph, who dribbled to his left. Mike was waiting for him, instincts making up for his broken wheel. He slapped the ball away from Randolph. I took off, Thomas blanketing me. Mike saw me break and lofted a balloon pass down court.
The orange rainbow had every eye in the house staring toward the rafters. My head bobbed up and down as I sprinted toward Mike’s outlet pass. Both my arms stretched to their limits and the ball landed softly in my hands. Wearing Thomas like a backpack I rose into the air for a slam. I’d caught him by surprise. I never dunked in games.
I looked down at him from the rim. “Didn’t know I could fly, did you?”
From there, my brother and his dark purple knee took over. If anyone in the arena questioned who the best player on that court was, over the next few minutes, Mike gave them the answer. He made his next eight shots to keep Hope alive. With thirty seconds remaining we trailed by just a point.
I dribbled the ball patiently as the clock clicked to twenty-five seconds. Managing time at the end of a close game is the truest test of a point guard.
“One shot!” Coach Harris screamed from the sidelines.
I watched the clock, devising a game plan in my head, “Eighteen seconds, Tony. Stay calm. Careful with the ball. Don’t show’em where you’re going. Find Mike. There he is. He’s covered. Get open, Mike. Fifteen seconds left. Come on Mike, get open. All right. Don’t panic. Thirteen seconds. Okay, here comes Thomas, he’ll try for the steal. Twelve…Eleven! Now go!”
I looked for a way to get Mike the ball. Randolph had him wrapped up like a birthday present. I checked out my other options. Jermaine Smith was covered. Rick Haynes tried to fight through a pick. Juan Rose slipped to the floor. No one had an inch.
With seven seconds remaining I looked toward the hoop. The final shot would be mine. I quickly faked left, then crossed over right, my signature move. Thomas lost a half step. I had a lane! Will Bromwell, the enormous center, came charging at me with his arms raised high.
Four seconds. Fading back, I chucked one up. I thought my high-archer had a chance. But the ball ricocheted off the rim and into the air, a brick. I’d missed the game winner. The giant center positioned himself in front of the basket for the rebound.
Three seconds left. Hands grabbed for the ball that seemed to hang in the air forever. We’d fought hard, but it appeared that once again we’d come up short.
Two seconds. From nowhere, I saw my brother flying toward the pile of hands. His extended left arm hovered above the rim, barely reaching the ball as the clock wound down to one.
I still don’t understand how he did it, but somehow his banged up knee propelled him six feet through the air and above the pile beneath the basket. His arm miraculously powered the ball
through Bromwell’s massive paws, through two other hands that had a grasp, and finally, through the net before the buzzer sounded.
Mike fell to the floor with the ball bouncing next to him. We’d won the state championship!
For twelve guys and Coach Harris, there was no greater sight in the world than seeing my brother dunk home that basketball. We mobbed the court as champions. In the midst of the pile, I jumped on top of my brother, who was laughing and wincing in pain. “We did it, Mike!”
Three days later Coach Collier called, offering two full scholarships to attend the University of New York. Mike and I proudly accepted. Coach gave us this advice, “Stay in shape and out of trouble this summer.”
I only wish that Mike had listened.

Chapter 6: Part A #hoopcity

I had to stop my brother before he got near that party.
I sprinted back toward Lamar’s place where I’d left Mike and the guys. For the first time in my life, I ran past his window like it wasn’t even there. I continued another block or so toward 153rd. I didn’t have much time. I’d left the guys about fifteen minutes ago. They had to be near the party by now.
I started running left and noticed hordes of people exiting the crowded warehouse. What was happening? I dashed across the street to get a closer look. My eyes were everywhere, searching for my brother. I stepped over the cracked sidewalk leading to the building—“Bang! Bang! Bang!” The loudest noise I’d ever heard rang out. Immediately, I fell to the floor, covering my head with my hands. “Bang! Bang!” I heard the noise again, this time followed by the sound of breaking glass.
Each time the noise exploded into the air my entire body jolted. A few more teenagers running from the warehouse dropped to the floor around me. “Bang! Bang!” A woman held her two-year-old daughter close to her chest on the ground.
“Somebody’s shooting!” She screamed.
I stood up from the sidewalk, listening to sirens in the distance. “Mike! Hope!” I yelled into the night.
I bolted toward the front of the warehouse as people poured out onto the street. I searched for Mike’s face in the mayhem…
I scanned through hundreds of faces in the crowd for one that looked like Mike’s. We’d left the apartment together for a day at the Jungle, but somewhere in the chaos the two of us had separated. It was the fourth of July, and the Independence Day Parade was marching straight through Harlem. A band pounded their drums. Thousands of people lined the streets, waving American flags and cheering. With everyone wearing red, white and blue, it was like playing a real life game of ‘Where’s Waldo.’
When I couldn’t find him, I figured he was already at the Jungle. Mike and I did everything but sleep down there during the summer before our senior season. We were on a mission to win the state championship.
In years past, we’d watch the parade from Dizzy’s balcony, slurping on ice cream cones in the awful heat. But this summer, I didn’t have time for ice cream. I waved to Dizzy and the guys who were pointing at the band in fits of laughter. I didn’t know what was happening. I leaned on the tips of my toes to get a view over the wall of people lining the street.
There was Mike. He was dribbling through the band, testing his own ball handling skills and being a clown. He made a nice spin move on the percussion section and then crossed over on a tuba player who looked like he was going to collapse from heat exhaustion. I began laughing hysterically. Finally, Mike came across the street. “Those tuba players can’t cover me.” He laughed and we made our way to the courts. With the noise from the parade in the background, we did what we did every day that summer: got ready for our final year of high school basketball.

Chapter 5: Part B #hoopcity

Two days prior to the state championship game, I walked into the cafeteria just before Mike and the guys showed up. My fourth period class was right next to the lunch room, so I was always the first one there. Usually, the guys jumped in line with me when they arrived. This wasn’t technically cutting, because I saved them a spot, whatever that meant. But when I showed up to the cafeteria on this day, I was starving. I was already half way through my lunch by the time the guys got there. If I ate fast enough, I would have a few minutes to shoot around in the gym before sixth period. After all, the biggest game of my life was just around the corner. When the team walked in, weaving in between the long tables the way they did defenders, I drew some serious stares. I hadn’t saved anyone a spot in line.
Lunchtime in high school was always fun. For fifty minutes, science books and calculators were stuffed into filthy lockers. Talking without raising your hand was okay too, so the noise level was deafening.
Our cafeteria was shaped like a big square with long tables stretching across the room in several columns. We were in the back row, the basketball table. There weren’t assigned seats, but everyone pretty much knew where to go. Mike sat to my left and Jermaine Smith was across from me. ‘Smitty’s’ mom would make his lunch everyday. Watching him devour a tuna fish and pickle sandwich was just about the most disgusting thing in the world. Never mind the smell. Dizzy was to my right, and the rest of the team scattered on all sides of Mike.
I finished my gourmet lunch: a paper thin cheeseburger, a cardboard container of chocolate milk, and a rancid cup of fruit. Just as I was rising to my feet to toss my tray into the garbage, Mike pushed down on my shoulders. “Forget to say hello to your brother?” He sat down, biting into his cheeseburger. “These are great today.”
Dizzy sat down on my right. “Did you understand what Mrs. Nelson was talking about in chemistry, T?” He took a bite of his burger and spit it back out. “I think mine went bad.”
Mike grabbed the burger from Dizzy and ate the rest of it. “I think they’re great.”
Chemistry was one of my favorite subjects. I was always explaining stuff to Dizzy. “She was talking about neutrons and electrons. Those little particles that-” Dizzy had stopped listening and was staring at a table of girls across the way. I stopped talking and stared along with him.
Smitty unwrapped his tuna and pickle sandwich. I closed my eyes as he took his first bite. When I stood up to leave, Smitty spoke, mashing food in his mouth. “Wherg er yer gering?”
“What?” Dizzy, Mike and I, all asked at once.
Smitty swallowed. “Where are you going?”
Now the guys were looking at me. “I’m gonna shoot around for a few minutes in the gym.”
Dizzy rolled his eyes. Smitty picked a piece of pickle off of the table and tossed it into his mouth. Mike patted my back. “If practice made perfect, you’d never miss a shot, T.”
Just as I was about to walk away, Samantha Lewis, the prettiest girl in school, approached our table. Dizzy nodded his head, trying to look cool. “What’s up?” His voice cracked and he did his
best not to blush.
Samantha leaned over the table, talking directly to Mike, “Do you guys think you’d want to skip out on school for the rest of the day and go to the zoo?”
We all looked at one another with wide eyes. A tough proposition to refuse. Mike answered for all of us. “Absolutely.”
Samantha smiled. “Great. Meet us out front in fifteen
She left the table, and Rick Haynes, our power forward, spoke from a few seats down. “Where are we going?” He asked with a mischievous grin.
Mike was the captain of the team, the pilot. When he spoke, everyone followed his directions. As close as I was to him, even I had a tough time telling him no. Maybe it was the way he passed through life, like he had everything figured out. Still, he didn’t understand
that some risks weren’t worth taking.
I took him aside for a minute. “This is stupid, Mike. We’ve got the state championship game in two days. If you get caught, they won’t let you play.”
He stood up, smiling at the table. “Well boys,” I thought that maybe I had talked some sense into him, “let’s not get caught.” He winked at me. I had to laugh. Like usual, Mike wasn’t going to change his mind.
I spoke to the group, “If Coach finds out, you idiots are in serious trouble.”
Paul Miller, our center, and the biggest guy in school agreed with me. “Yeah, I’m not going either. Can’t risk it.”
Mike smiled. “I think Samantha likes you, Paul. She was staring right at you.”
Paul looked over at me. “Sorry T, I gotta go.”
I shook my head. “I’m going to shoot around. Practice starts in four hours, make sure you guys get back in time.”
Mike slapped me five. “Work on hitting those threes, we’re gonna need to light up the board against Brooklyn Central.” He left the cafeteria. Dizzy, Paul, Rick and Jermaine followed.
Practice started at three o’clock that afternoon. I was there at two, right after the last bell rang. During the hour, guys started trickling in. They changed, and came out to shoot around before Coach showed up. Mike still hadn’t arrived at 2:57, and my eyes were everywhere looking for him. The door to the gym was wide open, giving me a clear view at the front door to the school. This was the only entrance to the school left unlocked after class ended. If Mike made it back from the zoo at all, this was his only way in.
The clock struck 3:01. Coach Harris was also late. My brother must have been the luckiest person in the world. This was the first time Coach had missed the start of practice during my two years on the team.
I shot three pointers from the left corner of the court. This was where I had the best view of the front door. It opened and closed numerous times, but Mike hadn’t walked through. “Hello gentlemen.” Coach Harris’ voice rang out. He looked at the clock on the wall, 3:05. “Sorry I’m late.” Everyone was at practice with the exception of Mike, Dizzy, Paul, Jermaine and Rick. We all looked around, hoping Coach wouldn’t notice. But this was his team, he realized we were missing guys immediately. Coach approached me. “Where’s your brother?”
I paused. I didn’t know what to say. Then I watched the front door to the school open over Coach’s left shoulder. Mike gave me a look and darted toward the back door to the locker room. The guys followed. Coach repeated himself, “Where is your brother? And where’s Dizzy and Rick? Paul and Jermaine? What’s going on here?”
I didn’t want to lie to Coach. But the guys had arrived, and if I could just stall him for a second, everything would be all right. “Um, I think they’re changing.”
Coach threw me a curve. “I’ve got to go talk to them.” He started walking toward the locker room. They would never make it to the court in time.
I jumped in front of Coach.
The rest of the team must have thought I had gone crazy. Coach looked puzzled. “Tony, what are you doing?”
I wasn’t exactly sure, so I made something up. “When we run our zone defense am I supposed to drop down if they pass the ball into the post?” I hoped this question would buy Mike and the guys enough time to make their way onto the floor.
Coach walked to the free throw line and began explaining, “If their guard passes the ball into the post, you can drop down, but you’ve got to keep an eye on those guards outside.” He stood in a defensive stance, showing me the correct position. “You lose track of those guards, they’ll rain three pointers on us all day.” He paused. “Okay?”
The truth was, I understood our defensive scheme perfectly. I nodded my head.
Coach walked back toward the locker room. I was panicked. Had Mike made it? Just as Coach was about to open the door, it opened in front of him. Mike, Dizzy, Jermaine, Paul and Rick stumbled out of the locker room, lacing up their sneakers and tucking in their practice jersey’s.
Coach glared at them suspiciously. “Glad you could make it. Now let’s get to work.”
That practice was exhausting. We spent most of the two and a half hours running up and down the court like robots. When the whistle blew at five thirty, we took a knee around Coach. He delivered a short speech about the importance of teammates.
We went to the showers after he’d finished. “Tony.” He called out to me just before I stepped into the locker room. “Can I please see you in my office?”
My heart raced. Coach knew that I wasn’t confused about our zone defense, and that I was stalling for Mike and the guys. This was the same man who had kicked me off of his team two years ago. I was sure that, once again, I had fallen onto his bad
I sat down across from Coach in a wood chair that creaked for mercy. “Tony, I know what you did today.” I put my hands over my head. He did know. “Your brother, Jermaine, Rick, Paul and Dizzy are not going to play in the state championship game. I knew they missed school before I got to practice today. That’s why I was late. Principal Moscati informed me that they’ll all be suspended, and won’t be eligible for the game. I’m real disappointed with your brother.” He paused. “But that’s not what I want to talk to you about. What you did today, trying to distract me while the boys snuck around back, well, it was very brave. Stupid, but brave. Your heart was in the right place. You looked out for your teammates and I don’t know if you would have done that two years ago. You’ve really grown.”
Coach was proud of me, but I was devastated. We’d worked so hard to get to the state championship game, now we would be playing short handed. With Mike out, I didn’t know what to do. I’d never played without my wing-man.
We ended up getting humiliated against Brooklyn Central. We lost the game, the state championship, and the title of the best pair of guards in the city.
When the final buzzer sounded, we’d scored thirty-one fewer points than our opponent. James Thomas, who had outplayed me all night, had something to say, “Hey Hope, I thought you were gonna give us a game.” Thomas mockingly waved at Mike, who sat on the bench in jeans. “You’re not much without your brother.”
After the game, Mike made me a promise: “I’ll never leave you alone out there again.”

Chapter 4: Part B #hoopcity

Two and a half months after being kicked out of Coach Harris’s gym, I started to really miss the game. I’d been working over at Soapy Sid’s Car Wash every day after school. The only way I kept my game sharp was by firing soggy towels into nearby buckets. If towel basketball ever became a sport, I’d be a pro for sure. I even beat the owner, Soapy Sid himself, in a game to fifteen. And that guy had been shooting towels for thirty years! Aside from a little fun, working at the car wash was hard. When I came home at night, my blistered hands would barely be able to hold a basketball. But they were able to sneak twenty dollar bills into Mom’s purse after she fell asleep. This was the one thing that made me smile in my new life without hoops.
One Tuesday afternoon I came home a little early from work. When I walked through the door, Mom’s heavy breathing filled the dark living room. She was sound asleep on the couch, her aged cloth bag on the floor next to her. She started work at 3:45 every, morning, so by the afternoon, she needed a nap. I didn’t want to turn the light on and wake her up. I crept through the darkness, to Mom’s side. I reached into my pocket and pulled out a wad of cash. Then, I stealthily unzipped Mom’s bag, dropping in that day’s pay. “Tony, what are you doing in my purse?” I jumped back. Mom had been awake the whole time. “I’ve been noticing extra money in my wallet recently. In the fifteen years that you’ve been alive, have you ever seen me with extra money?” She sat upright, her expression turned serious. “I know what you’ve been doing. You’re a good boy, Tony.”
I sat down next to my mother, who rubbed my back lovingly.
She reached into her bag and handed me a wad of cash, every dollar I had given her for the past two months. She hadn’t spent a penny. “This is your money. You earned it, Tony. After your father left us…” She paused. Mom never talked about him. “I knew life would be tough on you boys. But I never asked for your help paying the bills. That’s my job. Your job’s to go after your dreams, get your education, and look out for your brother. I’ll keep looking out for this family—same way I’ve been doing since I carried you two in my belly.”
“I just wanted to help you.” I rested my head on Mom’s shoulder.
She kissed my forehead. “You need to go back to playing basketball. That’s what makes you happy. I like life the way it’s always been, an empty wallet and smiles.” She stood up. “Now I’ve really got to get some sleep.” She laughed as she made her way into her bedroom. “Always could fake you out.”
Mom was right. The team needed me and I needed basketball. Varsity practice was about to start, and I was going. These would be my first steps onto a basketball court since my run in with Coach Harris. I hurriedly threw on a pair of shorts and laced up my sneakers.
The team was only a few days away from its first round playoff game against Hamilton High. The guys had a decent regular season, winning fourteen and losing ten. Still, they hadn’t lived up to preseason expectations. A New York Times article had claimed that the Hope Brothers were “a tandem that would take high school basketball at Public School 44 to the next level.” With me on the couch, the chances of hanging a state championship banner had vanished. The guys needed me out there.
When I arrived at school, the afternoon silence was broken by the gentle sweeping of a night custodian’s broom. I moved toward the gym, my footsteps resonating loudly through the hallway. The pounding of my feet against the floor was interrupted by the faint bouncing of basketballs.
“Come on guys, keep hustling!” Coach Harris’ voice and the blowing of his whistle jolted me. I peeked around the corner at the entrance to the gym, which was cracked open. The foot stand was pressed against the floor, opening a three inch window. I came to the heavy door and grabbed the handle, trying to spy through the crack without being noticed. Mike congratulated teammates after scoring the winning hoop in a scrimmage game. Five other guys trudged over to the water fountain. You could always tell which team lost in practice because they were the first to get a drink.
My ear pressed closer to the action. I started to remember the way people sounded on a basketball court. “Well done, Michael.” Coach Harris was pleased. “You guys are really starting
to come together.”
I wanted a piece of that game, but my pride kept me from mustering up the courage to enter. Through the slit in the door, I watched half of practice. They were coming together. In between jumpers and rebounds Mike laughed with his friends and joked
around. Teammates slapped five and bumped knuckles. Mom was right. I did miss basketball, only basketball didn’t seem to miss me. A strange notion occurred in those moments; maybe PS-44 didn’t need Tony Hope after all. This thought was overwhelming. I could only bear to watch practice for a few more minutes. Then I left, broken.
I came home later that night and found my brother wrestling with our old television set, trying to get a clear picture for the start of SportsCenter. Our schedules had been conflicting and I felt like I hadn’t seen Mike in weeks. We slapped hands. “Nice seeing you, T. How’s Soapy Sid’s going?” Mike smiled at me as I took a bite of his ham sandwich that sat on the coffee table.
I spoke with my mouth full. “It’s all right. Beat Sid in towel hoops.” I swallowed. “How’s the team?”
“Decent. But we’ve got no point guard. I’m trying to win a state championship and you’re playing towel hoops.”
I changed the subject. “TV broken again?”
“This thing’s always busted.” Mike grabbed his sandwich away from me.
The television reception began to improve and he moved away from the set. I leaned forward. “So there’s something I want to talk to you about. I know you’re waiting for me to apologize to Coach Harris. But I’ll be honest with you, it’s not gonna happen.”
Mike spoke with half a sandwich stuffed in his cheeks. “What do you mean it’s not gonna to happen? You know how bad I need you out there? Nobody knows where I’m going on the break. Dizzy’s playing the point now, and all he’s doing is making me dizzy.”
I sat down next to Mike and chuckled. “Dizzy’s running the point?” Dizzy was a player I had schooled for years at the playground courts. There was a guy like Dizzy on every high school basketball team. He was the nicest guy in the world, but he wasn’t a ballplayer.
Mike swallowed loudly. “You’ve got to apologize to Coach Harris. If you don’t, you can forget about playing next year.” He sat up sharply and clicked the television off.
I couldn’t look at him. “What if I don’t want to play next
“You don’t want to play?” Mike sounded shocked, “Tony, we were supposed to be the two best players in Harlem. One argument with a coach and you’re finished? Don’t you still love this game?”
“Coach Harris disrespected me.”
“Who cares, Tony? I asked you a question, do you still love basketball?”
I stared at the floor. “Of course I still love basketball.”
Mike stood up. “Good. I have something for you then. If you said you didn’t love basketball, I was gonna have to take Dizzy.”
I followed him curiously. “Take Dizzy where? What do you got?” Mike didn’t answer, tip-toeing through the hallway past Mom’s room. I whispered, “Hey, where you going?”
He still wouldn’t answer. When we stepped into our bedroom he opened the top drawer of his dresser, reaching under his smelly socks. “You’re really not going to apologize to Coach? You know, I shouldn’t even be giving you this.” He handed me a pair of tickets.
My eyes widened when I saw the logo of the New York Pride. Somehow, Mike had gotten us seats for Lamar Williams’s final game at Towers Memorial Arena. The game had been sold out for months. I stared at him in disbelief, hiding my smile. “How’d you get these?”
He dropped the tickets on the dresser, “So, are you through with basketball or do you want to go see “Sweet Feet?”
The nickname “Sweet Feet,” was one Lamar earned on the streets of Harlem. Back when he was thirteen years old people would come from all over New York City just to watch him dribble the basketball. During his four years at PS-44, the legend of Lamar Williams grew until every kid in New York had heard of his “Sweet Feet.” His size twelves put our high school on the map.
Tilting and twisting our old antenna to the perfect angle was the only way I got to catch a glimpse of my favorite player. Sometimes I would have to wrap tin foil around the crooked metal
thing in order to see my hero cross over an opponent or hit a game winning shot. I’d watch him through the fuzzy reception and imitate every move he made from our living room floor. So how could I pass up a trip to watch him play in person?
Two weeks later, Mike and I were six rows deep in the stands at Towers Memorial. I sat upright, watching the greatest basketball player in the world in his final game. Once the ball had tipped, I stopped thinking about my troubles and just watched “Sweet Feet.” He stood six-feet-two inches tall, with short black hair and light brown skin. The wrinkles on his face were the product of an enormous smile that seemed to grow from his ears.
Lamar played inspired that night. Even at thirty-seven years of age, his feet danced like he was starring in a Broadway musical. His aging knees and bad back had forced him to retire, but the way he moved that night, you would have thought he could play
With the Pride up by fifteen late in the fourth quarter, Lamar dribbled the ball patiently at the top of the key. He waved his hands, directing traffic. A young defender began shuffling his feet, knowing that something was coming. Lamar faked to his left, smiling at the kid who couldn’t have been a day over twenty-one. This guy had no chance.
Then “Sweet Feet” rocketed right with the youngster trailing a step behind like a puppy following his master. An open lane cleared and Lamar dribbled toward the basket. A giant center quickly clogged the middle, forcing a shot. Lamar jumped. The seven-footer leaped into the air as well, his mouth watering for a piece of the basketball.
In an acrobatic airborne move, Lamar brought the ball back down to his waist and whipped a pass around the back of the giant defender. The ball landed softly in the hands of a cutting Chris Tomey, who jammed home the leather. Lamar had worked his magic one
last time.
After the game, Mike and I waited outside the Pride locker room for “Sweet Feet.” There were probably close to fifty other people lining the tunnel that led to the parking lot. Forty-five minutes of staring at closed doors felt more like two hours. Finally, security guards emerged, clearing a path for the players. First came Tom Jones, a seven-foot center who looked like a flagpole, then Mark Tinzon rumbled out, the power forward who must have been born in a weight room. Then, out of the darkness, came a familiar smile. Lamar Williams stood three feet away from us, dressed in a light brown suit, and toting a gym bag on his right shoulder.
He stood tall above the crowd, wading through people with the same unaffected smoothness he displayed on the basketball court. Kids tugged at his side, pleading for autographs. One went as far as wrapping himself around Lamar’s enormous leg. “Sweet Feet” laughed calmly, the youngster still attached. “Hey guys, give me a little space and I’ll get to all of you. Let’s try and make a line. I’ll sign for everyone.”
People bullied for position frantically as Mike and I watched the line form in front of us. When the dust settled, we were dead last. Lamar sat in a chair with a small table in front of him, signing autographs for wide-eyed kids who’d waited their entire lives for this moment.
Twenty minutes and a pretzel later, our moment had arrived. “We’re going to miss you Mr. Williams.” I shook his hand firmly as I spoke.
Mike shook next. “My brother and I grew up watching you play. It’s gonna be tough watching the Pride without you.”
“Thanks guys.” Lamar grabbed two five-by-eight photos of himself from a box on the corner of the table. “Who should I sign these to?”
Mike introduced us, “I’m Mike Hope and this is my brother Tony.”
Lamar’s eyes lit up. “You’re not the Hope brothers from Harlem, are you?”
I was shocked that Lamar Williams knew who we were. “How’d you know that?”
“I read that article about you two in the Times, said you guys could play some ball. So, how’d the season go?”
Mike spoke because I couldn’t, “The season went okay. We lost a tough one to Carver in the state quarterfinals. We should be able to get them next year — if we can get this guy back on the team.” Mike patted me on the shoulder and smiled. I tried to smile along with him.
“Sweet Feet’s” head shifted in my direction. “What do you mean, back on the team?” His gaze was intense, smile broken. “Why were you off the team in the first place?”
I hung my head as I spoke, “I had an argument with Coach Harris and decided that I didn’t want to play for him.”
“What do you mean you decided? That’s not your choice.” Lamar spoke sternly, “That article said you guys loved playing this game and that you were dreaming of the NBA. That’s a tough road, boys. Look around you, every NBA player that passes through these doors has had a coach that he didn’t want to play for. Did they quit? Did they disrespect him? No.”
I wanted to say something. “Mr. Williams, the NBA is a dream of mine but—”
“But nothing!” Lamar stopped me short, pointing his finger. “You go back and apologize to Coach Harris. You think I always got along with him when he was my Coach?” He placed his hand on my shoulder and asked me a question that would change my life: “Every dream has a price. Are you willing to pay? Think about it.”

Chapter 4: Part A #hoopcity

I continued past my old gym, following the guys east down 151st Street. One block away was the building Lamar “Sweet Feet” Williams grew up in. When I was in grade school we used to come down to his apartment every day after class. There would usually be about three or four of us, and we’d stand on each other’s shoulders to get a closer look into his second story window. After everyone had gone home, Mike and I would talk about “Sweet Feet.” We were probably his biggest fans. Though Lamar has long since moved out, his apartment is a constant reminder of his place in Harlem’s history.
When the guys approached the building, Nick pointed toward Lamar’s window. I waited for Mike to go through his routine. Normally he’d stand on the tips of his toes to catch a glimpse into the legend’s apartment. He’d move his head from side to side, getting different viewpoints, dreaming of what might be. We desperately wanted to be known as Harlem’s greatest basketball players, the title currently owned by “Sweet Feet.”
But on this night, Mike didn’t look up. In fact, he did everything in his power to avoid Lamar’s place. He passed by, kicking a Coke can back and forth with Nick, missing the coolest sight in all of Harlem. In that window hangs a pair of size twelve basketball sneakers. The same pair “Sweet Feet” wore for every game he played at Public School 44. They hung as a tribute, they added to his legend. The shoelaces dangled, the tongue was ripped, the sole was worn, and the color had faded from white to gray. Every time I saw those old shoes I felt a tap on the shoulder, a kick in the pants, sometimes I’d even hear them whisper: “You can do it, Tony.”
I crept closer to the guys, afraid to lose them around the next dark corner. Flickering streetlights and patches of fog made my pursuit doubly difficult. My tired eyes squinted through the haze to get a better look at the sneakers.
“Hey Tony!” A voice rang out from the darkness.
I jumped back, startled, as Mike approached me, “What are you doing here?” He asked.
I guess I wasn’t cut out to be a spy after all. I’d been busted, “I…um…”
A split second later the guys joined Mike in a semicircle around me. “What is this, a family reunion?” Devon’s sarcastic comment made my stomach turn.
Mike moved closer to me, “Tony, what are you doing?
I thought you didn’t want to come with us.”
I snapped, “I don’t know where you idiots are taking Mike, or what you’re doing, but I’ve got a bad feeling about this party. Lloyd said that-”
Nick burst out laughing, “Lloyd Bright! That guy’s more uptight than you, Tony.”
I ignored Nick. “Let’s go home, Mike. We start college tomorrow, remember? We still have to pack up all our stuff and-”
Now Devon butted in, “Listen T, he’ll pack up tomorrow morning.” He looked over at Mike, “You can pack in the morning can’t you?”
Mike answered, unsure, “Yeah, of course I can. I can pack tomorrow, real early, T.”
I stared at my brother, “Make your own decision, Mike. We’ve worked too hard for you to get into trouble the night before – ”
Devon started laughing, cutting me off again, “What trouble? It’s a party! You ever leave the Jungle long enough to go to a party?”
Mike put his hand on Devon’s chest, “Shut up, Devon.” Devon glanced my way, “We’re just gonna celebrate a little tonight. You should loosen up and join us, Tony.” I shot a look at my brother, “I’m asking you to come home with me.”
Nick put his arm on Mike’s shoulder, “Let’s go, Mike, be your own man.”
Nick and Devon turned and started walking down 151st. I stood on the sidewalk, staring at my twin brother as he backpedaled away from me, “Don’t be so dramatic, T. Everything’s cool. Go home and get some sleep, I’ll be all right.” I watched Mike get smaller and smaller, fading into the darkness. A feeling of helplessness overcame me, there was nothing more I could do. The time for spying was over. I gave up and started the walk home.
I remembered the last time I was spying. Back then, I wasn’t looking for Mike. I was looking for my spot on the varsity basketball team…

Chapter 3: Part B #hoopcity

After my game against Jason Helms everything changed. Mike and I started playing at the Jungle and the buzz about us in the neighborhood grew. People all over New York City were talking about the Hope brothers. In fact, the New York Times ran an article about two fourteen-year-old twins from Harlem who had a shot at the NBA. While Mike took these comments in stride, I let the praise go straight to my head. Mike was used to people telling him that he was great. I wasn’t. So by the time I entered the gym for the first day of high school tryouts, my arrogant attitude had me believing that I deserved special treatment.
“On your wing, T. Ball, ball, ball,” Mike was running alongside me on the fast break with one man guarding the basket. Instead of throwing a routine bounce pass, I forced my shoulder into the chest of the scrawny defender at the top of the key. Once I had him reeling backward, I picked up my dribble and tossed Mike what I thought was a perfect alley-oop pass. Normally, he would catch the feed and bash home a monstrous dunk. Only this time, the ball rose above his outstretched arms and ricocheted off the backboard. I’d blown an easy fast break.
The bruised defender picked up the ball and sprinted down the court untouched. Coach Walter Harris glared at me. I returned the stare.
While Mike hustled full speed down the court in an effort to prevent an easy basket, I casually jogged down the floor. I knew I’d made a mistake, but I also knew that I had a spot on the varsity team no matter what happened during these tryouts.
After our opponents scored another easy lay-up, I took the in bounds pass and dribbled up the floor with a kick to my step. We were down by one point in a game to eleven. I knew we needed a score. This was my chance to impress Coach. I dribbled the ball over the half court stripe, ignoring an open man on my right.
The defender guarding me was a step slow. I could have breezed by him at any time. Sure, a lay-up would have tied the game, but I wanted to show off my jump shot. Coach needed to see all my skills. I dribbled around the swinging arms of the frenzied defender until my body was parallel to Coach’s, four feet beyond the arc. I shot a glance toward the sideline. “Watch this Coach.” He rolled his eyes.
With a convincing head fake forward I was able to gain a step between myself and my opponent. Mike saw the desire in my eyes, and as usual, he was there to assist me. He set a brutal pick, which meant that Mike used his body to block my defender. This left me with an open look at a long jump shot. I squared my body toward the basket and made certain my form was flawless, elbow tucked, knees bent, high extension and release. I was sure this shot would be the perfect redemption for my previous miscues.
I held my exaggerated follow through. “That’s money,” I said, waiting for the ball to swish through the net. My confident smile soured as I watched the ball run out of gas on the way to the rim. The shot dropped two feet short of the hoop, an embarrassing air ball. I shook my head in disbelief and trudged down the court to play defense.
“Hey Hope! Do you always hold your follow through on air balls?” Coach Harris was furious. “Stop the game for a second.” Squeaking sneakers and the rhythmic thumping of the bouncing ball ceased. All that was left was the thunder of Coach’s voice in the old gymnasium. “All I see is playground in you, Hope. The alley-oops, the fast breaks, the lack of hustle and the crazy shots from half court. Play the game the way it was meant to be played, with your teammates, not against them!” This was not what I expected on the first day of tryouts. “It’s not just you and Michael out there, look to pass to someone else.” He blew his whistle, “Get
some water guys.”
I couldn’t believe that Coach had cut the game short. Everyone gathered by the bleachers, drinking water and sharing strange looks. But I stayed on the court with Coach. The game wasn’t over yet. Mike looked at me as if he could see smoke blowing from my ears. He motioned with his hands, pushing his palms toward the floor, a signal to calm me down. He knew I was about to explode. I could hear Mike’s voice, “Stay cool, T.”
I ignored this voice. A heated dialogue was circling inside my head. I’m a great player. Last week Mike and I had our pictures in the New York Times! Coach Harris never had his picture in the Times. What was he doing by embarrassing me in front of my new teammates? Who did this man think he was? I continued my inner monologue, I’m fourteen-years-old and half the Division I college basketball programs in the country are already drooling over me. The only person I know who can still hang with me is Mike, and when we’re on the same team, that game’s over before it starts. Coach Harris knows this! So why is he disrespecting me?
I stood deep in thought at center court. Coach stared at me, waiting for my next move. “Are you gonna join your teammates or do you have something else you’d like to say?”
I became even more enraged. “This is the first time you’ve ever seen me play, Coach. How can you tell that I’m all play-ground?” I raised my voice, “And besides, whether I’m playground or not, I have skills. If you were a real coach, you’d understand that much.”
Coach Harris moved closer to me. My fourteen-year-old frame stood tall to face him. I wouldn’t back down an inch. “Are you telling me how to do my job, Hope?” He moved to my right side, his face about three inches from my ear. “I’ve been coaching kids like you for thirty years. You know how long that is?”
I spoke loudly, “If you can’t handle us anymore, maybe you should retire.”
His voice crashed down like a bolt of lightning, “When you’re in this gym, you are in my house!” I flinched backward. Coach, a mountain of a man, at six-feet-four inches tall and at least two hundred and fifty pounds, was screaming, “And nobody, nobody, is gonna disrespect me in my house! Do you understand me?” His chest was heaving.
I didn’t answer.
“I said do you understand me?”
I deliberately paused. “Yeah, whatever,” I said nonchalantly.
Mike walked onto the court, “Coach, can I say something?”
Coach answered promptly, “Go back with your teammates, Michael. You’re brother owes me an apology.” He stared at me again. “Well?”
I remember thinking that I had to establish myself early in this relationship. Coach needed me for the next four years and he was going to respect my game whether he liked it or not. There would be no apology. I looked up at him in a defining moment. “Coach, I think the only person who needs to be apologizing is you, for disrespecting me in front of my teammates.”
Coach shrugged his shoulders. “Okay. If that’s how you want to do it, you’re out of here. I’m the guy blowing the whistle, not you.” He pointed an enormous finger at me, “You have no respect for your elders, and until you learn that, you’re not welcome anywhere near this gym. So collect your stuff and get out of here.”
I stepped back in disbelief. Had I just gotten thrown off the team? My hands shook as I grabbed my book bag from a hook on the back wall. I approached the exit to the gym and turned around before leaving. “You’ve got no idea who you’re sending home.” Everyone was dead silent, staring. I couldn’t look at my brother. I didn’t want to see the disappointment on his face. I put my backpack on my shoulder and left. When I closed the door to the gym
that day, it locked behind me.

Chapter 3: Part A #hoopcity

It was close to nine o’clock. Memories of my childhood faded as Mike, Devon, and Nick continued past the Park. When they reached an empty parking lot they stopped and pulled their backpacks off, looking around cautiously. I followed from about twenty yards away, covered from view by a crooked fence that wrapped around the lot. A yellow light above the rusted sign, PARKING, shone softly on my brother and his friends. I stood in the shadows, seeing and hearing them clearly through the, old, splintered wood.
Mike spoke, “Guys, I’m not too sure about going to this party.” He sounded concerned. Devon responded, “What’s the matter college boy, you scared of having some fun?” Nick’s obnoxious hyena laugh echoed into the night. He slapped five with Devon. “Yeah college-boy, still got time to run home to Mama.” His stupid laugh continued.
Mike forced a smile. This image of indifference didn’t fool me. He was nervous. I had to find out why.
One by one the guys unzipped their packs. I leaned in closer to the fence, trying to get a clear view. Devon reached deep into his backpack and pulled out a paper bag. The three of them gathered in close. I squinted to get a peek, but my line of sight was blocked by their tight circle. My concentration was broken by the sounds of an approaching car. “Get down!” Devon pointed to his left, diving behind a nearby dumpster in a panic. Mike and Nick followed like they were playing a game of Simon Says.
An instant later, a New York City police car rolled up to the empty lot. The street became library quiet. A flashlight shined on the front of the oversized trash bin and the officer peered out of her window suspiciously. Mike crouched as low as he could, holding on to the side of the filthy dumpster for balance. His arms were shaking and his legs were buried in the overflow of garbage. I turned and sat motionless with my back to the action. I couldn’t bear to look anymore. Soon the flash of light disappeared and all that was left were sighs and laughter. The police car was gone.
My brother, less than a day away from a college scholarship, was ducking behind trash to avoid the law. What was he doing? He knew we had to get to the NBA, show Mom a better life. I pictured her, sweating in our tiny apartment with no fans or air conditioning, fighting with rats and cockroaches, sipping tap water from a leaky faucet. Had Mike forgotten Mom?
The guys scraped trash from their clothes and arrived at the corner of 151st Street and 1st Avenue completely out of breath. They’d reached a crossroad. I automatically assumed they would be going west, toward civilization. I was wrong. They went east, toward the river. There were only two things east of 1st Avenue and 151st Street: our old high school and trouble. Since I knew that Mike wasn’t going back to catch up on his studies at ten o’clock at night in the middle of August, I was sure he was looking for trouble. He was going to a place in Harlem where drugs and violence ran the streets.
The stakes had been raised. I followed closer. A few minutes later I stopped at the front steps of our high school. Mike was fifty feet ahead as he passed by the back door to our
old gymnasium.
The concrete steps leading to the main entrance seemed more cracked than they were just a few months ago. Every window was barricaded with metal bars and stained with rust. The painted front door was two shades of ugly brown and the sign reading ‘Public School 44’ was hanging upside down, the handiwork of some hooligan. When principals and security guards went home for the summer, this was what PS-44 became.
I imagined my new life at UNY, fourteen hours and counting. Tomorrow the stairs would be perfect, the windows clean. Students would line the streets and fresh coats of royal blue and orange paint would adorn brand new signs for the University of New York.
I moved forward quietly, the darkness disguising me. I could still hear my brother’s voice up the street. Fifty feet later I was standing alone in front of our old gym. I tugged on a chain that barricaded the entrance. I remembered the first time I was locked out of that gym…

Chapter 2: Part B #hoopcity

Kids I knew, and people passing by, were now perched on a bench, or leaning against the fence, watching it all unfold. The court began to clear as Jason took off his shirt and revealed an upper body that was twice the size of my own. I took my shirt off in response. It was not a pretty sight. My ribs stuck out, my arms were puny, and I don’t think I could have intimidated a beanstalk. I stood there shirtless anyway.
Jason walked toward me and threw the ball hard at my chest. “Check it up, punk!”
I caught the ball. “One thing first. If I win, you get me an invite to the Jungle.”
Jason smiled, “Shorty, if you win I’ll take you to the Amazon Jungle.”
I bent down and tightened my shoelaces, cradling the ball under my left arm. Mom always told us to be confident and never feel intimidated. So when I rose up with my face three inches from Jason’s chest, there was no fear in my eyes. “I’m not scared of you.” I checked the ball.
Just as the game was about to start, Mike showed up. He stepped through one of the holes in the fence and slapped hands with a few of the neighborhood kids. As he made his way onto the court Jason had some words for him, “Your brother’s got a bigger mouth than you, Mike. I’m about to shut it for him.”
Mike ignored him and came directly over to me. He grabbed the ball from my hands sharply. “How’d this happen?” He pointed to my swollen lip.
“I asked for it.” I didn’t want Mike involved.
He yelled over at Jason anyway. “You like picking on guys half your size?”
Jason laughed. “Shorty needs another couple of inches before he’s half my size.”
“Then why don’t you play me, tough guy?” Mike began walking toward Jason.
I stepped in his path. “Let me handle this, Mike.”
“You can handle this guy?” Mike looked over at Jason, then back at me.
I tried to grab the ball from him, but he wouldn’t give it up.
“Just let me play him. This is my problem.”
Reluctantly, Mike dropped the ball back into my hands. “Well, now you’ve got another problem. This guy’s a baller, T.” This was a term used to describe a really talented basketball player. “You can beat him, though. Don’t back down. This is what we’ve been practicing for.” He gave me a knuckle bump, staring at Jason as he walked toward the sideline. While many kids stood leaned against the fences, a seat on the bench was saved just for Mike. He was becoming a legend on these courts.
Jason stood in front of me in a weak defensive stance. He wasn’t taking me and my twelve-year-old body seriously. On the first play I blew past him left, making an easy lay-up. Jason obviously wasn’t too rattled, because on my next possession his long arm swatted my shot routinely. He regained control of the loose ball and stood at the top of the key, talking trash, “Here it comes, Hope. Get ready.”
I crouched down, getting set defensively. I would have the most impact stopping the dribble, rather than trying to block shots. Many defenders like to watch the path of the ball, others like to look into their opponent’s eyes. I stared at the hips. I learned that an offensive player wasn’t going anywhere unless his hips shifted first. If Jason decided to move, I would know exactly where he was going before his feet did.
As Helms began to yo-yo the ball up and down with his right hand, he noticed my unorthodox defensive style and thought he had the perfect opportunity to open his mouth again. “Any of you guys have a spatula? I think Shorty’s stuck to the-” Just as he was about to complete his insult, I sprouted out of my stance, knocking the ball away. I made another uncontested lay up, showboating this time with a pretty finger roll.
All of Jason’s friends started jeering at him as I dribbled back to the top of the key. He’d been embarrassed on the court he used to own. Suddenly he looked like a middle linebacker about to drill a running back. His nostrils were flaring and beads of sweat dripped down his face. He charged, and began hand checking me with the force of a grizzly bear. I turned my back to him and was pelted by slaps on my wrists and forearms. A voice rang out from the crowd, “Hey, he’s foulin’ the kid! Play like a man, Helms!”
Despite the harassment, Jason wouldn’t let up. He was smacking and pushing with all his force. I could only get knocked around for so long before I lost control of the ball. I had to do
After a few more bumps, I tried a play that I’d practiced numerous times against my brother. I noticed Jason’s legs were spread wide while he smacked and hacked at the backs of my arms. Normally I didn’t set out to embarrass someone on the basketball court, but this was different. Not only had Jason disrespected my ability, he’d punched me in the mouth as well. I turned around and bounced the ball directly between his open legs. Then I darted past as he lunged for the rock. “Too late!” I exclaimed, grabbing the ball after two bounces and rolling in another lay-up.
Jason’s crew began to razz him even more, “Shorty’s making you look stupid, Jay.”
“Three-nothing, Hope!” Mike shouted from the sideline, a huge smile plastered to his face. Usually he was the victim of my between the legs fake out move.
A few of Jason’s friends started cheering for me as well. “You’re the man, Shorty! Show him what’s up!” I started to sense that despite their friendships with my opponent, his crew couldn’t help but pull for the upset.
Jason wisely changed his game plan after my early advantage. I was giving away five inches and at least fifty pounds to the sixteen-year-old giant, so utilizing his intimidating size rather than his mediocre ball handling skills was an obvious choice. He started backing the ball into the post, a tactic which offered me less of a chance to swipe the pill from him and a greater chance at a black eye. Bumping me backward about two or three feet gave him easy looks at short post shots. He began to score at will. Still, I continued jumping, swiping, shooting, sweating, and bleeding my way back into the game.
The score went back and forth for the next ten minutes. This was turning into a battle: my quickness against his size, his experience versus my youth, and his pride versus my will.
We were tied at ten in a game to eleven. Jason held the ball at the top of the key. Through heavy breaths he muttered, “Next hoop wins.” I tried to keep my defensive intensity high, but my tired legs wouldn’t cooperate. Jason turned his back to the basket and powered me deep into the post. I leaned my forearm into the middle of his back, desperately trying to hold my ground. I couldn’t afford to let him move in any closer. But my last gasp was useless. Jason had progressed to the basket with relative ease. By the time he turned to face up, all that was left was a three-foot bank shot that he’d probably made a million times in his life. Make that a million
and one.
He pumped his fist in the air victoriously and pulled on his shorts in exhaustion. I knew that when this game started he would never have imagined getting that fired up after beating a twelve-year old kid by a single point. I put my hands on my hips, wondering if I should have tried for the steal on the last play of the game. Wondering when I would get another chance at an invite to the Jungle.
Jason came over to me and shook my hand with a smile on his face. “Nice game, Tony.” I couldn’t believe it! He called me, Tony.
After that game I was always Tony. I had graduated; no one ever called me Shorty again. I had earned Jason’s respect. I could see it in his face when he approached me, and felt it in the firmness of his handshake. He spoke to me before exiting through a hole in the fence. “You’ve got a ton of game, Tony. If you ever need someone to run with, come up to the Jungle. I’ll play with you anytime.”
I nodded my head, exhausted and beaten, but respected.

Chapter 2: Part A #hoopcity

It was a perfect spring day for a sixth grader, not a cloud in the sky and just warm enough to wear shorts. This meant the Park would be packed. I guessed the Jungle courts were crowded that day. Some of the guys who usually played up there, walked six blocks south to beat up on us kids. There was a definite pecking order in Harlem hoops, and when you were a skinny twelve years old like me, you were right at the end of the line.
I easily passed through a hole in the fence and made my way onto the blacktop at the Park. Mike and I would play together on the Jungle courts someday, but not until I proved myself here. The brand of basketball at the Park was typical Harlem hoops. Always tough, always fast paced, and always filled with trash talk. I tried not to talk too much. After all, Mike did enough jawing for the both of us.
While I was stretching, a figure approached from the corner
of my eye. He was tall and wore his hair in dreadlocks. “What’s
up, Hope.” He spoke confidently.
“What’s up?” I replied, not sure who he was. “Do I know you?”
“Oh, my bad. You’re not Mike Hope. You look like this kid I know.” Mike had just hit a growth spurt and was now a full four inches taller than me. Somehow, people still had a hard time telling us apart.
A smaller friend of “dreadlocks” reached up to tap him on the shoulder, “That’s Shorty. Mike Hope’s little brother.” I hated that nickname and I hated being thought of us Mike’s younger brother.
“Actually I’m Tony, Mike’s my twin.” A lot of guys knew Mike. He was recognized as one of the top young players in Harlem. I guess these guys had seen him play.
The taller guy shook my hand. “I’m Jason, Jason Helms. You better know that name, Shorty.” He rose his eyebrows in a cocky way. I did know that name. Jason used to play and dominate, here at the Park. He’d been playing up at the Jungle for the past two years, so we never got a chance to face off. “Tell your brother we need a fifth guy today.”
After he realized I wasn’t Mike, he lost interest in speaking with me and made his way toward his friends. I didn’t want to waste this opportunity. “Uh…Mike’s coming down later, but I can play until he gets here.”
“No way, Shorty.” He turned around with an annoyed look on his face. “When your brother comes down you let me know. I’m not trying to run training sessions for kids.” He drew laughter from his friends. “We can’t have some little midget running around on this court.” They laughed again. Jason dribbled in the opposite direction.
The laughter grew until it echoed throughout the court. My heart pounded like a war drum. I’d reached my breaking point. An instant later I was running full speed toward the most feared player on the court. I came up behind him and knocked the ball out of his hands, making an easy lay up.
I pointed at Jason. “This little midget just made you look
like a punk!”
Jason grabbed me by the shirt. The next thing I remember was his arm extending back and his fist smacking against my jaw. I fell to the floor with a thump.
He stood over me. “You better learn to respect your elders, punk!” He grabbed the ball back and walked away.
I wiped some blood from my lower lip and yelled, “Hey
He turned and faced me, “What? You want some more of that Shorty?” The answer was no. I definitely didn’t want any more of that, but a fire was burning inside me.
“You and me, one on one.” I spoke before I fully thought about this proposition. Playing one on one against a player five inches taller, and four years older than me probably wasn’t a good idea.
“What’d you just ask me?” Jason and his friends started laughing. Once again, I was the butt of their jokes. He casually sat down on a bench and sipped from his water bottle. “Go home, Shorty.” He wasn’t taking me seriously. No one was.
“Stand up and play me one on one to eleven, Jason.” I spit blood onto the ground. “Or are you just a punk?” Everyone who was at the Park that day moved in a little bit closer. I heard some mumbling from the crowd. I was sure that what I’d just said was either going to get me hit in the face again, or a one on one game with the best ballplayer on the court

Chapter 1: Part B #hoopcity

Four blocks later I approached our east Harlem apartment, 335 159th Street. Climbing eight flights of stairs every day helped strengthen my calves. The only guy I knew who could jump higher than the Hope brothers was Terry Jackson. He lived with his grandma on the twelfth floor. When I reached our place I pulled my keys from a pocket in my backpack and chipped a few pieces of red paint from our beat up door. Mom always complained to the landlord about the splintered wood, but he never fixed anything.
Mike beat me home by a few minutes. He and Mom were sitting on the couch watching television when I walked in. I bent over to drop Mom a kiss on my way to the kitchen. She always had a smile on her face when her boys were in the house. I grabbed an apple from the fridge and took a huge bite. My cheeks were stuffed when my brother made a stupid face at me. I almost spit a pile of apple onto the floor, but swallowed through my laughter.
I stared out the kitchen window, thinking about college.
The streets had turned black. The night was moving in.
I was startled by a knock at the door.
Mike jumped up from the couch, expecting company. When he opened the door, Nick Cipro and Devon Jacox were standing there with backpacks on. Nick stood about six-footthree inches tall and was well built. He had dropped out of high school a year earlier to work at his cousin’s hardware store, but drinking and drugs had taken over his life. Devon was a scrawny guy who had a high pitched laugh like a hyena. He’d also dropped out of school. These were not the people I wanted hanging around my brother.
I half-heartedly slapped hands with Nick and Devon, biting my lip to stop myself from telling them to leave. I didn’t want these guys in my house, kissing my mother’s cheek and taking my brother off to some party. I knew that, while they had nothing to lose, Mike stood to lose everything.
The room seemed to stand still. Devon made a funny comment and Mom started laughing. He laughed along with her and his high-pitched cackle really started to get at me. My eyes locked onto Mike’s. I slowly shook my head from side to side. I spoke to him without saying a word. “Stay here tonight, Mike. We’ll talk about UNY, look through pictures and pack our stuff. Me and you tonight, Hope.”
It was just a few moments before the guys began heading out of the apartment. Nick and Devon wondered why I wasn’t coming out with them. I think I said that I wanted to get a good night sleep before my big day tomorrow. The truth was, I wanted no part of their plans. Mike followed his ‘friends’ out. I slapped my brother’s hand before he left.
I stared out the peephole, watching him disappear down the stairs. Mike even walked like a future all-star, chin up, smooth steps, never a change of pace. People claimed that when all was said and done, Mike would be the best to ever come out of Harlem. I always knew my brother was a better player than me. My job was easy. If he was open, I passed him the ball. If he was covered, I set a pick for him. If he took a bad shot, I battled for the rebound.
The telephone rang just as Mike disappeared down the stairs. I moved away from the door to answer.
The voice on the other end was panicked. “Tony, it’s Lloyd. Where’s Mike?”
Lloyd Bright was a friend of ours from school. “He just left with Nick and Devon. What’s up?”
“I talked to Perry and he said that party was going to be crazy tonight.”
“What do you mean, crazy?” I asked.

Lloyd was quick. “You know what I mean. The kind of party you go to if you’re looking for trouble.”
My heart jumped. “Well, what should I do?”
“I don’t know, man. But if I were you, I’d get Mike out
of there.” Lloyd sounded serious.
“Where’s the party?” I spoke while I changed into a
pair of jeans.
“That’s the problem, I’m not really sure. Perry says it’s somewhere over by the high school.” His clue was vague.
I hung up the phone and frantically laced up my sneakers. By leaving with Nick and Devon, Mike had taken a terrible shot. I had to get the rebound. “Mom, I’m going to meet Mike.”
Mom responded from her bedroom. “I thought you said you were getting a good night’s sleep.”
“I will.” I tried to hide any panic in my voice. “I gotta go, Mom.” If I kept talking, I’d lose track of Mike.
“All right, baby. Be home by eleven-thirty.”
I left the apartment, locking the door behind me. My last night in Harlem was going to be a lot different than I’d imagined. I wanted to be in my bed, dreaming of NBA super stardom. I wanted to be resting my head on my pillow, picturing myself with a University of New York jersey on my back, throwing alley-oop passes to my brother. Instead, I was racing out of our building as fast as I could.
When I reached the bottom of the staircase I noticed the guys walking east toward the river. I followed them stealthily from a block behind. I’d keep my eye out from a distance.
The three of them walked a few blocks until they reached Jenkins Park, better known in Harlem as the Park. This was where kids shot hoops before they earned an invite to the Jungle. I stopped for a second and remembered back when I played on these same beat up courts. The holes we’d cut out of the fence years ago to avoid the locked gates seemed to have shrunk in size. Or maybe I’d just gotten bigger. The rims still had no nets and on the far backboard, the letters ‘LW’ were written in bright blue. I knew those initials, Lamar Williams, Harlem’s greatest player. You couldn’t walk ten steps in Harlem without hearing about Lamar Williams and thev legend of his “Sweet Feet.”
Mike and I were once great players at the Park. But you’re not a legend like “Sweet Feet” until you beat the best. This was our journey. And it all began six years earlier, right here, through the holes in the Park fence…

Chapter 1: Part A #hoopcity  


“I’m on your wing, T.  On your wing if you need me.”   I always knew where my brother Mike was on the basketball court. “Right here, Tony!” Mike shouted, giving another enthusiastic wave. I slowed my dribble as I reached a faded yellow threepoint arc, drawing the defense in closer.

Two defenders blocked my lane to the basket, futilely swiping for a steal. I dribbled as fast as I could in between and around them like a racecar weaving through traffic. A voice from beyond the court shouted at me, “Pass the ball, showboat!”

As he finished those words I picked up my dribble, watching Mike streak toward the basket unguarded. I lofted an alleyoop pass toward the side of the rim. The guys surrounding the court were silenced as Mike left his feet and glided toward the hoop. He grabbed the pass in mid-air, and in one effortless motion, tomahawked the basketball home. Amidst a sea of ‘oohs’ and ‘aahs’ I heard another voice from beyond the fence, “Get off that rim. You ain’t Jordan yet!”

The rim rattled as Mike let go and landed firmly on his feet with the backboard shaking behind him. If I were that tired backboard I would have slept easy that night, knowing that Mike and I were leaving in the morning to attend the University of New York. In fact, everyone who ever played against us at the Jungle would sleep well that night. Every day, Harlem’s future stars lined up for a chance to play here. And every day, they went home disappointed. Mike and I owned these courts. But with our senior season in the rear view mirror and the two of us heading off to college in the morning, tomorrow will be a different day. Tomorrow, someone else will actually have a chance to win.

They call these courts the Jungle because out here, you’ve got to fight to survive. This is where the best players in New York City develop, right here in Harlem, a place where life isn’t always


The usual crowd stood around the fence surrounding the Jungle during our last game before college. They shook the metal links when we dunked, when we made a shot or a great play. Their love for basketball was unfazed by time and circumstance. These one-time great players squandered college scholarships and NBA dreams for lives of drugs and crime. They were lost, sipping from bottles of beer, wondering where their dreams had gone.

Mike and I watched each other carefully, refusing to get trapped on the wrong side of the fence. We’re fraternal twin brothers, born two minutes apart at Hoffman Medical Center, just across the river from Yankee Stadium. We’ve been partners since before we could dribble straight.

My name is Tony Hope, but people around here call me “T.” People say my brother and I are gonna play in the NBA someday. Tomorrow morning we leave for college, for the University of New York. Leaving this place is gonna be the greatest and saddest thing that’s ever happened to me. I love Harlem. I just hate what it does to people.

After Mike’s dunk, we shuffled back and got set defensively. I could hear the buzz from the sidelines. “Last game for the Hope boys, huh?” I bent my knees and pulled on my shorts, palms out, feet moving, ready for oncoming traffic.

Mike slapped his hands onto the concrete and yelled, “One-nothing! Play some D now!”

I was guarding Bo Johnson, the skinny point guard whose jump shot never seemed to miss. He was dribbling casually down the court, using his body to separate me from the ball. Bo’s biggest problem was that he couldn’t dribble to his left. I slid over in anticipation of his only move.

Just as I thought, Bo faked to his left and tried to beat me to the hoop right. I was ready and waiting. I stepped into his dribbling lane and knocked the ball clean from his hands. Bo started to complain that he’d been fouled, but his whining was aimed at the back of my head. I was already off and running. Nothing stood between me and the basket.

Mike was trailing me on the fast break and there was no one else in sight. “Right behind you, T! Showtime!”

I knew exactly what to do. I pretended to go in for the lay up, but instead of scoring, I bounced the ball high off the tattered backboard and waited for Mike to snatch it from the air. He soared to the hoop, this time grabbing the basketball with his right hand and slamming the orange pill ferociously.

The crowd began shaking at the fence again, “Did you see that? He was three feet above the rim!”

Mike and I bumped chests as the ball bounced helplessly below us. We dared Bo Johnson to pick it up and try his luck again. “Perfect pass, T!” Mike grabbed me by the shirt, “Now how’s anyone gonna stop us, bro?” I smiled from ear to ear, envisioning our future as clearly as I had a thousand times before in my head.

We went on to win that game, 11 – 3. After we scored the final point, Bo Johnson threw the ball at my chest. He was always a sore loser, “That’s bull, man. Didn’t we make a rule that you and your brother couldn’t play together?”

Mike walked up to Bo confidently. He palmed Bo’s tiny head as he spoke, “I don’t remember that rule. Do you T?” “Nope, I don’t remember that rule either.” I threw the ball back to Bo, “Whose got next over here? The Hope brothers are all finished.”

Mike and I stepped off the court together for the last time. We moved toward the wood bench outside of Vinny’s Pizza. Xavier White walked toward us. “Been a great ride fellas. Make us proud.” He shook our hands and walked away as quickly as he came. I looked up and noticed a small line forming in front of us. Old friends approached one by one to wish us luck, reminding us of our responsibility to them and to Harlem. These were the same guys we’d played with since we were kids, back when they used to call me “Shorty” and the only passing lanes I would see were in between the legs of my opponents.

We started to watch the next game, quietly realizing that while our world was changing, life in Harlem would remain the same. A gust of wind flung trash through the holes in the metal links that enclosed the courts. Thirty or forty players had short conversations while they leaned against the fence or sat on a nearby bench. Younger players bounced up and down, stretching their legs, each ready to prove that he was the next great one. Tomorrow, these same guys would still be watching and waiting. Music would blast the same way as it had since we were little. Only tomorrow, Mike and I wouldn’t be there to hear it.

“You know, it’s crazy saying goodbye. I’ve got to be honest, I don’t want to leave this place.” Mike stared off into space as a few more guys from the neighborhood passed by. “I wish they had a college in Harlem with a good hoops team, I’d play here in a second.” Mike was nervous about leaving home. In eighteen years of life, we’d only left New York twice. Once to meet my great aunt Debra (who didn’t remember us anyway), and the other time was when Mom saved up enough money to send us to basketball camp in Boston. Life had been simple up until now.

With college fifteen hours away, things were about to get much more complicated. For me, leaving home was something I looked forward to. Advancing closer to my NBA dream was all I ever thought about. For Mike though, things were more complex. Don’t get me wrong, he loved basketball too. He was the captain of our team, and arguably the best player in the state. He’d also been crowned prom king, earned varsity letters in three sports, teachers loved him, and he was the most popular kid in school. Every girl I knew would blush when Mike glanced her way. I guess it’s his easy smile, or the confident way he carries himself. People in Harlem followed my brother the way they would a movie star. So when Mike told me he didn’t want to leave, I understood.

I stared into the crowded street, watching a homeless man search for scraps of food in an overstuffed garbage can. I tried to ease Mike’s worries, “We need this move. You think life is good now, just wait until we’re wearing NBA uniforms.” I smiled. “Don’t worry. We’ll come back someday.”

Steam rose up from the concrete streets. The August heat had taken over like a virus. Mike walked over to a hot dog vendor who sat in a lawn chair holding a broken umbrella. He was wiping sweat from the top of his head with an old handkerchief. Mike paid the man a dollar, slapped him five, and ate the undercooked dog in two bites. He walked back toward me, mustard running off his bottom lip, “All I’m saying T, is don’t forget where you came from. This is home. We’ve got one last night in a place we’ve spent our entire lives. Let’s make it a night we’ll remember.” Mike spoke with a determined look in his eyes.

“What do you mean?” I’d seen that expression on my brother’s face before. Like when we were eleven, and he convinced me to sneak out one night and shoot hoops in the middle of winter. He called it “an experiment of will power.” As it turned out, our will was strong, but our bodies weren’t. We both got so sick that we missed two weeks of school. And Mom punished us for two more weeks after that.

Or the time Tommy Hillson called me “stupid,” and Mike promptly broke his nose with a left hook. The next day Tommy’s dad called Mom, and we had to go over and apologize. That mistake grounded us for another two weeks. My brother had been getting me punished my whole life. Yeah, I’d seen that look before. It meant trouble.

Mike stared off into space and I repeated myself. “What do you mean? What are you gonna do?” Mike grinned mischievously. “Relax, T, I’m just going to this party tonight. You should come.”

I was never much for parties, “I don’t know. I’ve gotta


“Pack? Come on!” He pleaded with me. “Let loose a little,

who knows, maybe you’ll have some fun.”

I had a hard time saying no to my brother, “Who’s going?”

He paused. “Nick and Devon are picking me up – ”

I cut him off. “I’m not going anywhere with those guys. You

shouldn’t either.”

“All right Mr. Perfect, forget I said anything. I’m doing what I’m doing, you can come if you want.” Mike bumped knuckles with me and walked away. Fifty yards later, he stopped. He wagged his finger at me, speaking sarcastically, “And make sure you’re in bed by ten, Mister.” Mike and I shared a laugh as he turned the corner for home.

I stayed to watch the last game of the day at the Jungle. I couldn’t understand why he was going to a party with those two morons. Well, I wasn’t going with him. That much was for sure.

It was five o’clock already and the sun was beginning tom hide behind some of the taller buildings. I desperately wanted it to be morning. In just fifteen hours Mike and I would be sitting in our dorm room at UNY. I couldn’t wait. I bounced up from my seat, ready to begin the next chapter of my life.

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